Life...

"Life...."

I was walking down the lane one day
With your memories by my side
Suddenly i met a beautiful one
the one with the golden heart
A heart full of light and less of hurt.

That beautiful one had a pretty smile
A smile i could not resist
I asked her where she came from
She replied me smiling
I live in your thoughts
I sleep in your dreams
I laugh in your joys
I cry in your grief
I came from the ocean of your emotions
Quenching your everlasting splendid desires

I run with your fears and rain your way
I walk with your success and make your day
I swim with your tears and tear your fear
I drive with your thoughts, so far so near
Never i felt this way before
Never i had this dilemma
There is something i need to say


There is something i need to say, nay
This feeling is no more now
I learnt this long ago
I never told you this, never thought like telling this
Cause it may hurt your heart

Now i know this life is an illusion
A mirage of sunken dreams
Let us not say something more tonight
Let us not fight again
Let me be myself
and Let this blood go down the lane

Life...
I remember the day 
You were wearing white cotton
Sleeping in the coffin
Full of wet dark red roses and some few dry white ones

I thought to myself
I will never get you back
I lost a Life
Life...is not so easy

Life....
I was walking down the lane one day
With your memories by my side
Suddenly i met a beautiful one
the one with the golden heart
A heart full of light and less of hurt.

"With Love forever"

PS~~~~

There is a fire...Burning all alone

There is a fire within me
That helps me to fight for my existence
There is a thunder
That lights my sky of darkness to a sudden surprise
It usurps me, trembles me, terrifies me
Still it incites me to fight with it for my own existence

I never felt the fear to perish in its angst
My own dilapidated soul is searching for the answers
For the questions that are haunting my pasts
And my future
I wonder where lies the secret testimony
of my ever grandeur and majestic faith

I believe for the theories that never will lie
I believe for the powers that never will die
I believe for the destiny that we will achieve someday
For the moments of happiness that together we believe.

Someday i will rise again, i will shot the fame
I will touch the sky and write my name
on the golden pages of the history of mankind
for once i will be the ruler of my own dreams
my own ambitions and purpose of life

There is a fire...still burning inside me...forever and ever.



~~PS~~

Last Night...

Last night...
she came to my dream
she came to whisper her dream
and make my dream her dream
and her dreams mine

Last night...
i was perplexed
thoughtful with doubts
the whole world was changing
changing my perspective
but i was constant

She told me...
i have a beautiful song for you
filled with love and a little sorrow
love when we sing together
sorrow as if there was no tomorrow

She told me...
I am here to stay
Stay by your side in every step of life
I was happy and smiling with my broken heart
I was happy to see her smile
a little less now

Last night...
I cried a lot
as if there was no tomorrow
there was sorrow and little love
love that was no more 
More was me less was her

Last night...
I was singing
a beautiful song 
that came to my dream
she was smiling in my dream
and i was happy all alone
All alone.

Yes she told me...
Last night
In my dream that never happened to be.
It was a dream.

~~~~PS~~~~

A Longing Forever...

"Hi"
A message popped up on His mobile screen
Surprised and Gloomy eyes,
A night, very silent night
turned out to be a pleasant night

"Hiii..."
Replied back.
He waited...
"Found your profile interesting. Wanna connect?"

He was happy. The screen was glaring with his big smile.
"Yes, :) "

The smile on his face grew bigger. A happy face.

A coffee shop,
Two cups of cold coffee and one plate of Red Velvet.
A small spoon and two happy hearts
Lots of teasing and laughter
A used napkin and a tip of forty

A Promise with a purpose between the fingers
A Dream shared on the white muslin
A Warmth felt between the two love-struck souls
The arrow left the cupid's bow and hit them hard
the three words were spoken by them
This time with less efforts.
For the very first time


Morning chats, a little to a little bit more
More towards the night
The night was dark and full of moon
A moon full of light shining through the window curtains
Flying in the sky along-with hopes of the two souls

An envelope with a greeting
A bunch of flowers
Violets  and Red Rose
Ready to be embraced by his love
A love meant to be eternal and for ever.
"Happy Birthday Sweetie"

Friends with some foes
A late night party with drinks
Couples everywhere talking and...
Two hearts alone somewhere, disturbed
The night lasted long
Long lasted the war between the tormented souls
The cupid cried, the arrow broken
The muslin was dirty and the curtains burning
Burning with agony and despair


"I am sorry"
"Not your fault, it went its own course"
"SORRY"
"TK CR"
"HMMM..."


A sore eye
A half done cigarette
The night is again silent
Sleepless and Disturbed
Questioning and Answering
Battery about to die...

Sleep was taking a ride on His mind
An empty mind
A lonely heart
Ditched and Hurt and Yearning for more
Some more.

"Hi"
A message popped up on His mobile screen
Surprised and Gloomy eyes,
A night, very silent night
turned out to be a pleasant night

"Hiii..."
Replied back.
He waited...
"Found your profile interesting. Wanna connect?"

He was happy. The screen was glaring with his big smile.
"Yes, :) "


~P S~