You are my Sol...I am your morning Sky.

I wake up
Like every morning
With you..your thoughts..your never-ending memories
Etched on my mind like a inkblot spread allover the white
Visible yet not real...not at all.

You whisper in my ears
I fail to listen. i just hear.
I roam around seeking your presence
Your odor your substance...invisible.

Your violin.
You make my heart go pound
What a beautiful enchanting sound!
Your fingers when touch the strings
Sprinkles of love and warmth all around.

Your eyes do the talking
My eyes closed and dry.
No place for your tears. How heartless.
You smile and drink away my pain.

A face so bright like an early morning sky
Red big Sol. Fills up my soul.
your cajoling attire makes me swoon.
Totally enthralled in your limited glory.
Limited cause i don't find you anymore.

Wish i could get you back. May be next life.
A life less painful. A life more with you.
I wish i could be the man you desired
A man less painful. A man more with you.

I promise. I will never go away. Please come back.
I promise. I will never run away. Run away with you. Us together.
For we together are complete.
Just like the Sol and the morning sky. No darkness at all.
Just like the eyes and kohl. Not the tears anymore.
Juts like the violin and the fingers. I will listen not hear.

Your promise is my promise.
Your beauty is my pride.
Your honesty is my valor.
Your music is my soul.

I wake up.
Morning is here to stay. No darkness.
Only you and me.
Shining brightly and together.

Let me dream a little.
Let me die some more.
Let me unite with you.
For you are my Sol and i am your morning sky.

~~PS~~

It's NOT at all easy

They Say it's Easy...

Easy to forget your past.

Your past relations

Truth is. It's not

It's not easy to forget your first love.

The time you were 'One' together,

together you wished a world.

A world full of hope and lots of promises

They Say it's Hard...

Hard to believe you broke up

Your union was once liked by all, attended by some and blessed by many.

Now Your present is doubtful

Hated by the two of you. 

You get scared.

Less hopeful. A little less loved.

More bruised then before

A broken heart unwilling to heal

Not Bleeding, Nor Crying...

Not Beating any more..Just Chaos.

You don't believe in fairy-tales now

You started writing nowadays..meaningless writings.

Living behind the doors is your mania, your new found love.

Your fears have occupied your mind

You dont believe and trust anybody now.

But yes

You are a little hopeful

You want to get attention

A little care and a lot of pamper

You want to be free but 

you want to fly with someone

Side by side...until the dusk is set 

The night is lonely and dark with uncertainties

You dont know why.

You know now

You will be loved by no other than just you

You will decide your own life

You will sing your own song

A song full of love yet to be written

Loved by the two of you.

True love is gonna happen now. You Believe.

You open your arms to a new dawn

A sun full of yellow

A yellow full of life

The fire inside you is burning your desire

Hot enough to burn you to ashes

You let it burn and you slowly die

Someday.

Everyday.. 

Love kills and makes you immortal for life

They Say...It's Easy to Die

With your past relations

Truth is.It's not.

It never was.

It never will.

I will miss you till time immemorial

You are alive in my heart

My stories and my poems

My soul. My Desires get wings by your thoughts

They Fly to the horizons to touch you 

And return back to me with your messages

I cry and hide my tears 

From you .

My tears have lost their MEANING now.

I have lost my meaning to you.

Good bye. Forever. 

~~PS~~

Life...

"Life...."

I was walking down the lane one day
With your memories by my side
Suddenly i met a beautiful one
the one with the golden heart
A heart full of light and less of hurt.

That beautiful one had a pretty smile
A smile i could not resist
I asked her where she came from
She replied me smiling
I live in your thoughts
I sleep in your dreams
I laugh in your joys
I cry in your grief
I came from the ocean of your emotions
Quenching your everlasting splendid desires

I run with your fears and rain your way
I walk with your success and make your day
I swim with your tears and tear your fear
I drive with your thoughts, so far so near
Never i felt this way before
Never i had this dilemma
There is something i need to say


There is something i need to say, nay
This feeling is no more now
I learnt this long ago
I never told you this, never thought like telling this
Cause it may hurt your heart

Now i know this life is an illusion
A mirage of sunken dreams
Let us not say something more tonight
Let us not fight again
Let me be myself
and Let this blood go down the lane

Life...
I remember the day 
You were wearing white cotton
Sleeping in the coffin
Full of wet dark red roses and some few dry white ones

I thought to myself
I will never get you back
I lost a Life
Life...is not so easy

Life....
I was walking down the lane one day
With your memories by my side
Suddenly i met a beautiful one
the one with the golden heart
A heart full of light and less of hurt.

"With Love forever"

PS~~~~

There is a fire...Burning all alone

There is a fire within me
That helps me to fight for my existence
There is a thunder
That lights my sky of darkness to a sudden surprise
It usurps me, trembles me, terrifies me
Still it incites me to fight with it for my own existence

I never felt the fear to perish in its angst
My own dilapidated soul is searching for the answers
For the questions that are haunting my pasts
And my future
I wonder where lies the secret testimony
of my ever grandeur and majestic faith

I believe for the theories that never will lie
I believe for the powers that never will die
I believe for the destiny that we will achieve someday
For the moments of happiness that together we believe.

Someday i will rise again, i will shot the fame
I will touch the sky and write my name
on the golden pages of the history of mankind
for once i will be the ruler of my own dreams
my own ambitions and purpose of life

There is a fire...still burning inside me...forever and ever.



~~PS~~