Thursday, August 25, 2016

You are my Sol...I am your morning Sky.

I wake up
Like every morning
With you..your thoughts..your never-ending memories
Etched on my mind like a inkblot spread allover the white
Visible yet not real...not at all.

You whisper in my ears
I fail to listen. i just hear.
I roam around seeking your presence
Your odor your substance...invisible.

Your violin.
You make my heart go pound
What a beautiful enchanting sound!
Your fingers when touch the strings
Sprinkles of love and warmth all around.

Your eyes do the talking
My eyes closed and dry.
No place for your tears. How heartless.
You smile and drink away my pain.

A face so bright like an early morning sky
Red big Sol. Fills up my soul.
your cajoling attire makes me swoon.
Totally enthralled in your limited glory.
Limited cause i don't find you anymore.

Wish i could get you back. May be next life.
A life less painful. A life more with you.
I wish i could be the man you desired
A man less painful. A man more with you.

I promise. I will never go away. Please come back.
I promise. I will never run away. Run away with you. Us together.
For we together are complete.
Just like the Sol and the morning sky. No darkness at all.
Just like the eyes and kohl. Not the tears anymore.
Juts like the violin and the fingers. I will listen not hear.

Your promise is my promise.
Your beauty is my pride.
Your honesty is my valor.
Your music is my soul.

I wake up.
Morning is here to stay. No darkness.
Only you and me.
Shining brightly and together.

Let me dream a little.
Let me die some more.
Let me unite with you.
For you are my Sol and i am your morning sky.


Monday, August 8, 2016

It's NOT at all easy

They Say it's Easy...
Easy to forget your past.
Your past relations

Truth is. It's not
It's not easy to forget your first love.
The time you were 'One' together,
together you wished a world.
A world full of hope and lots of promises

They Say it's Hard...
Hard to believe you broke up
Your union was once liked by all, attended by some and blessed by many.
Now Your present is doubtful
Hated by the two of you. 

You get scared.
Less hopeful. A little less loved.
More bruised then before
A broken heart unwilling to heal
Not Bleeding, Nor Crying...
Not Beating any more..Just Chaos.

You don't believe in fairy-tales now
You started writing nowadays..meaningless writings.
Living behind the doors is your mania, your new found love.
Your fears have occupied your mind
You dont believe and trust anybody now.

But yes
You are a little hopeful
You want to get attention
A little care and a lot of pamper
You want to be free but 
you want to fly with someone
Side by side...until the dusk is set 
The night is lonely and dark with uncertainties
You dont know why.

You know now
You will be loved by no other than just you
You will decide your own life
You will sing your own song
A song full of love yet to be written
Loved by the two of you.
True love is gonna happen now. You Believe.

You open your arms to a new dawn
A sun full of yellow
A yellow full of life
The fire inside you is burning your desire
Hot enough to burn you to ashes

You let it burn and you slowly die
Love kills and makes you immortal for life

They Say...It's Easy to Die
With your past relations

Truth is.It's not.
It never was.
It never will.

I will miss you till time immemorial
You are alive in my heart
My stories and my poems
My soul. My Desires get wings by your thoughts

They Fly to the horizons to touch you 
And return back to me with your messages
I cry and hide my tears 
From you .
My tears have lost their MEANING now.
I have lost my meaning to you.

Good bye. Forever.