There is a fire...Burning all alone

There is a fire within me
That helps me to fight for my existence
There is a thunder
That lights my sky of darkness to a sudden surprise
It usurps me, trembles me, terrifies me
Still it incites me to fight with it for my own existence

I never felt the fear to perish in its angst
My own dilapidated soul is searching for the answers
For the questions that are haunting my pasts
And my future
I wonder where lies the secret testimony
of my ever grandeur and majestic faith

I believe for the theories that never will lie
I believe for the powers that never will die
I believe for the destiny that we will achieve someday
For the moments of happiness that together we believe.

Someday i will rise again, i will shot the fame
I will touch the sky and write my name
on the golden pages of the history of mankind
for once i will be the ruler of my own dreams
my own ambitions and purpose of life

There is a fire...still burning inside me...forever and ever.



~~PS~~

Last Night...

Last night...
she came to my dream
she came to whisper her dream
and make my dream her dream
and her dreams mine

Last night...
i was perplexed
thoughtful with doubts
the whole world was changing
changing my perspective
but i was constant

She told me...
i have a beautiful song for you
filled with love and a little sorrow
love when we sing together
sorrow as if there was no tomorrow

She told me...
I am here to stay
Stay by your side in every step of life
I was happy and smiling with my broken heart
I was happy to see her smile
a little less now

Last night...
I cried a lot
as if there was no tomorrow
there was sorrow and little love
love that was no more 
More was me less was her

Last night...
I was singing
a beautiful song 
that came to my dream
she was smiling in my dream
and i was happy all alone
All alone.

Yes she told me...
Last night
In my dream that never happened to be.
It was a dream.

~~~~PS~~~~

A Longing Forever...

"Hi"
A message popped up on His mobile screen
Surprised and Gloomy eyes,
A night, very silent night
turned out to be a pleasant night

"Hiii..."
Replied back.
He waited...
"Found your profile interesting. Wanna connect?"

He was happy. The screen was glaring with his big smile.
"Yes, :) "

The smile on his face grew bigger. A happy face.

A coffee shop,
Two cups of cold coffee and one plate of Red Velvet.
A small spoon and two happy hearts
Lots of teasing and laughter
A used napkin and a tip of forty

A Promise with a purpose between the fingers
A Dream shared on the white muslin
A Warmth felt between the two love-struck souls
The arrow left the cupid's bow and hit them hard
the three words were spoken by them
This time with less efforts.
For the very first time


Morning chats, a little to a little bit more
More towards the night
The night was dark and full of moon
A moon full of light shining through the window curtains
Flying in the sky along-with hopes of the two souls

An envelope with a greeting
A bunch of flowers
Violets  and Red Rose
Ready to be embraced by his love
A love meant to be eternal and for ever.
"Happy Birthday Sweetie"

Friends with some foes
A late night party with drinks
Couples everywhere talking and...
Two hearts alone somewhere, disturbed
The night lasted long
Long lasted the war between the tormented souls
The cupid cried, the arrow broken
The muslin was dirty and the curtains burning
Burning with agony and despair


"I am sorry"
"Not your fault, it went its own course"
"SORRY"
"TK CR"
"HMMM..."


A sore eye
A half done cigarette
The night is again silent
Sleepless and Disturbed
Questioning and Answering
Battery about to die...

Sleep was taking a ride on His mind
An empty mind
A lonely heart
Ditched and Hurt and Yearning for more
Some more.

"Hi"
A message popped up on His mobile screen
Surprised and Gloomy eyes,
A night, very silent night
turned out to be a pleasant night

"Hiii..."
Replied back.
He waited...
"Found your profile interesting. Wanna connect?"

He was happy. The screen was glaring with his big smile.
"Yes, :) "


~P S~

Many Many Times...

After a month i am back on Blogger to write something, something i wanted to.
So here goes another prose from my personal and silly life--

(Pic courtesy- Rohitash Hurla, Place- Sinhagad Fort, Pune)

I thought about the time well spent
Last night like every night
Last day like any other day
I thought about the life well spent..with you.

Those warm hugs and cuddles
Those "only you and me" troubles
That meandering experience of lost and found
That salacious natural heavenly sound

The songs of the little marionette
Singing aloud in the countryside
The winter clouds of southern sky
The hidden truth in every lie

I may be a fool who wants to reason
Why i lost you was not the season
I loved you each time with your new complexes
when "We cant be together" was there everytime

No this is not the time to remorse
Coz This is the body that dies not the soul
My love is alive for you
Will always be alive between the two

So hold me in your arms
Never say goodbye
Coz i will be there with you forever
Like the rising sun and the flowing river.

Yes I still think about you..Many times.


~PS